SELECTED POEMS

96

When the Chinese uncle 
with his cart of burning sand 
shouted chestnuts 
instead of gao luck, 
something inside me shrivelled 
to make way for footsteps 
freshly fallen after rain, 
or a tongue 
fallen by the wayside.

Neighbourhood Watch

Neighbours ask if she is moving
and she says she is moving on.
They close their doors, cross
reference her alibi with the taped
boxes and black trash bags.
Outside, a shadowy interloper
drags more than its feet
down the corridor.

Between the louvres, a tear
in one bag reveals scandals
scribbled on university notepaper,
secrets double-slashed in the margins
to leave no lovers untouched.
A tipoff warns against red herrings,
that she is leaving behind
more than what she is letting on.
There is no escaping the private eyes
blinking, catching the glint of a trinket
and its blunt trauma on her marriage.

追(Pursuit)

My Chinese teacher once taught me 
that pursuit starts with a dot breaking 
the surface, then an upward slash 
to the right; the sail must be erect 
before the remaining strokes can appear, 
junk-shaped, to chase white waters. 
When she wrapped my hand in hers I saw 
only unyielding sequence in penmanship, 
how my pen could only write my life 
forwards, not backwards. Now older, 
pursuit looks more like a butterfly 
searching for its other wing—what 
my Chinese teacher did not say 
is that we also finish each sentence 
with a dot, except that it winds back 
to itself, the point of departure 
almost touching the point of return.

by Loh Guan Liang
from Bitter Punch (2016)

 

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